Monday, 21 April 2008

Am I your best friend?

Looking back at the past few weeks, I've noticed that I've been asked for my advice or my good counsel by some of the closest friends that I've made from time to time over the years. What one of them said to me recently reminded me that purpose will emerge itself for our individual existence at different times throughout our lives. In not so many words, upon unloading what was bottling inside him, he told me that I was his best friend and even if I did not happen to realise that, I had been perhaps the only person who knew him best as we've been friends for over decades. I had been hearing this from different people throughout these few weeks, which then told me that perhaps in life, I had been given a simple role by the Almighty Allah : to be of comfort to my friends.
As I ponder over the many conversations and situations I've had and been with different people over the years, I hope this is true. I hope I have been a comfort to my dear friends..

Friday, 11 April 2008

Stress..


My stress level is rising, after a long lull of 4 months. I can feel it seep through my cells. So I need to relax and take it easy..

Wednesday, 2 April 2008

Dinner at Fukuya

Fukuya, One Bangsar?
Edward, VG and I
Fried 'pregnant fish'
Clam soup with flavours I've never tasted before
Very, very fresh sashimi.

Monday, 24 March 2008

The Newcomer

We've got a newcomer in our family. A girl with the loudest of cries, having the deepest of sleeps and presumably, soon to be in the most centre of everything in the Suhaimi household.

Shall we call her The Newbie?

We were carefully told today: no airconditioning, no privileges, no pampering for The Newbie. Spank her if she's naughty, tell her off if she goes astray.

Welcome, Newbie!

Friday, 21 March 2008

My wants and needs

I want to start walking without using crutches or a walking stick soon
Coz
I need to run up to my office, chase everyone around, so that they do their job properly
I need to chase my clients to pay their fees
I need to meet my clients to discuss their problems and take them out for drinks and have a good chat and laugh

I want to go walking in the malls
Coz
I need to relax my mind with the idea that there are things out there to be bought but I dont need them
I need to see what's new in the market
I need to feel the ambience of being in the mall with drones of human beings walking pass me

I want to go swimming
Coz
I need to know I can use my left foot like I used to be able to
I need to know that I won't sink
I need to feel healthy even for a minute

I want to go out with my friends
Coz
I need to know they're still there
I need to have a good conversation
I need people to ridicule me, taunt me and still not give me the urge to kill them after having done all that

I want to go dancing
Coz
I need to move that butt
I need to hear the loud music
I need to know I still have the moves..yeah!

So who says our wants are not what we need?